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Day 11: After this, I feel like slapping myself in the face, LITERALLY!

Day 11: What are your weaknesses?

Hey guys and welcome back to another 30 day challenge question. Today will be so much easier, but more depressing…let’s start!

1. Huge procrastinator

A clear explanation of my life (p.s. I love these pics!)

A clear explanation of my life (p.s. I love these pics!)

3rd level...my worries doesn't allow me to be level 4 ><

3rd level…my worries doesn’t allow me to be level 4 ><

Major flaw in my life which only continues to make me pay the price. Sleepless nights, an acne-covered face and an annoyed family who believes that I don’t value life enough (plus they play that whole “I told you so” ‘game’ >.<) I just can’t help but be occupied with the internet rather than an essay due next week. My brain somehow computes that YouTube = important while 50% essay = not important. WHY DOES MY BRAIN DO THIS, WHY?!

I need to change, but I can’t and so it continues to become my worst enemy…

2. A self-conscious individual

Happens to me everyday...I'm just lucky that it never gets that extreme -_-

Happens to me everyday…I’m just lucky that it never gets that extreme -_-

I absolutely hate myself for this. I, for some reason which no one will ever understand, tend to enjoy my own company rather than others. I only interact with others as if it were a chore, rather than enjoyment. Even my horoscope tends to mention this and I quote: “You are too inhibited”…God dammit!

And I can’t seem to change. I try, but I think that they can sense it, and thus repel. I admire the people I know who have hundreds of friends on Facebook, and is capable of remembering all of them and is able to have a close and long-lasting conversation with ALL of them. How, I wonder, is this possible for them, but not for me?

This is something that must change, for the sack of my well-being but it seems practically impossible to achieve therefore the “I hate myself” thought runs through my head on a day-to-day basis.

3. A total worry-wart

Oh Fry, how you understand me...

Oh Fry, how you understand me…

This ties in with my previous weakness. I, simply worry too much about everything. People, work, life, ANYTHING! Why do I do this? I have no idea… It may be in my blood, since my mother is similar, but definitely not as much as I do. The only twisted thing is the fact that I never worry about myself. It’s always about other people or things. I worry more about my family then my own school work. How stupid is that?!

Is there a cure for worrying? Is there? If there is then please share with me. It might be something that I might depend on LOL

So yeah, once again this is a shorter post. I’ll probably come back with another MV review so stay tuned for that! So, until then, see you soon~~

❤ Yami Hyunnie ^^~


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Day 9: THIS LIFE IS HELL!!! PLEASE, SOMEBODY HELP!

Day 9: What is the thing you wish you were good at?

Hi guys! So I, am not a greedy person. I never demand things because I believe if I need it, I will eventually get it but only if it is a need. One thing that I really wish I was good at is…anti-procrastination.

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A clear description of my life on a day-to-day basis. The exact truth (no joke ><)

Yes, you saw it right – anti-procrastination.

Everything around me acts as a reason to not do my work, or to not start on that assessment due tomorrow. Food, internet, books, movies, you name it. If I’m determined not to work, I simply won’t do it.

If there was a cure for procrastination, I would have bought it all already, and it will be filthy rich (okay not really, but I would be willing to purchase it BECAUSE IT IS A NEED!) Seriously, I would consider the cure a need rather than a solution.

I hope I’m not the only one with this problem. Even though assessments are handed in on time, or essays are submitted online before the deadline, it is still clear that the journey to get there was through no sleep, caffeine and numerous dance workouts to keep my body’s blood flowing AT ALL TIMES.

If I was good at anti-procrastination, I think that all of my worries will be solved, seriously. No more delays, no more stalling – I’ll be working my butt off 100% always. Ahhhhh, how beautiful does that sound? Sounds pretty sweet to me XD

So yeah, I wish to never procrastinate again. So simple yet impossible to achieve. CURSE YOU PROCRASTINATION!!!!!!!!

Anyway, hope you all enjoyed and I’ll talk to you soon~~

❤ Yami Hyunnie ^^~