Day 11: What are your weaknesses?
Hey guys and welcome back to another 30 day challenge question. Today will be so much easier, but more depressing…let’s start!
1. Huge procrastinator
A clear explanation of my life (p.s. I love these pics!)
3rd level…my worries doesn’t allow me to be level 4 ><
Major flaw in my life which only continues to make me pay the price. Sleepless nights, an acne-covered face and an annoyed family who believes that I don’t value life enough (plus they play that whole “I told you so” ‘game’ >.<) I just can’t help but be occupied with the internet rather than an essay due next week. My brain somehow computes that YouTube = important while 50% essay = not important. WHY DOES MY BRAIN DO THIS, WHY?!
I need to change, but I can’t and so it continues to become my worst enemy…
2. A self-conscious individual
Happens to me everyday…I’m just lucky that it never gets that extreme -_-
I absolutely hate myself for this. I, for some reason which no one will ever understand, tend to enjoy my own company rather than others. I only interact with others as if it were a chore, rather than enjoyment. Even my horoscope tends to mention this and I quote: “You are too inhibited”…God dammit!
And I can’t seem to change. I try, but I think that they can sense it, and thus repel. I admire the people I know who have hundreds of friends on Facebook, and is capable of remembering all of them and is able to have a close and long-lasting conversation with ALL of them. How, I wonder, is this possible for them, but not for me?
This is something that must change, for the sack of my well-being but it seems practically impossible to achieve therefore the “I hate myself” thought runs through my head on a day-to-day basis.
3. A total worry-wart
Oh Fry, how you understand me…
This ties in with my previous weakness. I, simply worry too much about everything. People, work, life, ANYTHING! Why do I do this? I have no idea… It may be in my blood, since my mother is similar, but definitely not as much as I do. The only twisted thing is the fact that I never worry about myself. It’s always about other people or things. I worry more about my family then my own school work. How stupid is that?!
Is there a cure for worrying? Is there? If there is then please share with me. It might be something that I might depend on LOL
So yeah, once again this is a shorter post. I’ll probably come back with another MV review so stay tuned for that! So, until then, see you soon~~
❤ Yami Hyunnie ^^~
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