Day 11: What are your weaknesses?
Hey guys and welcome back to another 30 day challenge question. Today will be so much easier, but more depressing…let’s start!
1. Huge procrastinator
Major flaw in my life which only continues to make me pay the price. Sleepless nights, an acne-covered face and an annoyed family who believes that I don’t value life enough (plus they play that whole “I told you so” ‘game’ >.<) I just can’t help but be occupied with the internet rather than an essay due next week. My brain somehow computes that YouTube = important while 50% essay = not important. WHY DOES MY BRAIN DO THIS, WHY?!
I need to change, but I can’t and so it continues to become my worst enemy…
2. A self-conscious individual
I absolutely hate myself for this. I, for some reason which no one will ever understand, tend to enjoy my own company rather than others. I only interact with others as if it were a chore, rather than enjoyment. Even my horoscope tends to mention this and I quote: “You are too inhibited”…God dammit!
And I can’t seem to change. I try, but I think that they can sense it, and thus repel. I admire the people I know who have hundreds of friends on Facebook, and is capable of remembering all of them and is able to have a close and long-lasting conversation with ALL of them. How, I wonder, is this possible for them, but not for me?
This is something that must change, for the sack of my well-being but it seems practically impossible to achieve therefore the “I hate myself” thought runs through my head on a day-to-day basis.
3. A total worry-wart
This ties in with my previous weakness. I, simply worry too much about everything. People, work, life, ANYTHING! Why do I do this? I have no idea… It may be in my blood, since my mother is similar, but definitely not as much as I do. The only twisted thing is the fact that I never worry about myself. It’s always about other people or things. I worry more about my family then my own school work. How stupid is that?!
Is there a cure for worrying? Is there? If there is then please share with me. It might be something that I might depend on LOL
So yeah, once again this is a shorter post. I’ll probably come back with another MV review so stay tuned for that! So, until then, see you soon~~
❤ Yami Hyunnie ^^~